Firstly, thank you for this site, you are truly a great man and I will always hold you in my heart.
Secondly, Although I was blessed,with her heart and love, I envy you, because you have a precious gift I will never have. She never told me of the gift, only you did, and that means it truely is so special only you could have it. Only a handful of people meant the world to her and I believe you might have been at the top of the list (not saying she didnt rank everyone the same), she loved that handful with all her heart, I just wished she loved herself the same. I miss her so.